I understand what is going on in the case and I understand why it is happening the way that it is; that does not make it easier to swallow what has happened to darling, sweet, giggly, mischievous Kyron.
It does not change or make easier what has happened to his family because they will be forever robbed of this beautiful life force that was Kyron. The terror, regret, and shame of not knowing that there was a robber of young life in their midst...they will never fully understand that they hold no blame whatsoever...
It will not change or make easier what his dear much loved siblings have had stolen from them, they not only lost Kyron they lost their innocence in a manner that is so unspeakably inhuman they will never fully recover- they will always wonder why him and what they could have done differently- they will never fully understand that they hold no blame whatsoever...they will spend the rest of their lives in fear and suspicion of anyone they become close to...
It will not change the loss of innocence and the torture that his schoolmates will be trying to reconcile for the rest of their lives. They will have fear and suspicion in their hearts for the rest of their lives.
I genuinely do believe that Kyron will be found in the words of one little guy who is only 5 "I just know."
The woman who is responsible for causing harm to this son, brother,nephew, cousin, grandson, friend is heinous and hideous in every way there are no words harsh enough, deep enough to describe her awfulness words diminish the reality of the horror that this person has been allowed to exist at all.
It doesnt matter what I understand or how well I understand it. I feel that it has broken so many people in so many ways- I know that it has broken me in places I never knew existed within me- that they will never be able to completely overcome or maybe even comprehend- that no matter what justice comes for Kyron it will never be enough to make up for the fact that he is gone- it will never be over for some of us no matter that we learn to live, laugh, love and trust again as is nature's way- it will never be enough- nothing less than having Kyron back- hearing his giggles, seeing his smile, seeing his little arms around the necks of those who have loved him- ever would be...anything less than that is so unspeakably tragic and unfathomable I can hardly stand it.
Kyron has in someway somehow become everyone's child. He has people all over the world wishing and hoping for him and his family. I wish he'd have known that. I hope that somewhere out there he does know that.
Justice for Kyron will never be enough no matter how it comes down...is it ever enough?
There will be some relief token as it may be in the grand scheme of things when his stepmother and her cohorts are brought to justice- but I already see that they wont do they honorable thing- they will drag this out to the best of their ability, again, making a mockery out of the beauty that was Kyron. At the end of the day there will be justice but there is a long road ahead on that too.
I wish there was a way to make this not so, not for me, but for Kyron's family. For Kyron.
Kyron you are loved and that will never change. No one will turn their back on you. We will all fight for justice for you. We will all pray for your family to have the strength to make it through this. We will all say a special prayer for your siblings. We will all remember you. Forever. We will all miss you. Forever.
